Justine's First Halloween

Alright, so despite Hsaio-Wei wasn't exactly thrilled about this "strange western holiday", at the end, we decided to 從善如流 and turned Justine into one of her favorite character "Minnie".
Mommy was in business in Singapore so did not get to see the event personally, but according to A-Yi, Justine was very low profile and hated to be the center of attention, when at the end, she was called on stage to receive the "best custume award", she was crying so hard that all the teachers had to comfort her.. oh well...

知福惜福

On Oct. 4th at 11:38PM, our baby boy had grown wings and become a beautiful angel. The delivery process was painful, though seemed long at the time, but compared to the pain in the heart that both mommy and poppy are still experiencing, it is nothing...I understand that it takes time before we can fully accept this sad event and find peace within ourselves, so we will just leave it to time to help us through.

Justine and Jamie have been great. They are too young to understand all this, but they could sense the sorrow from the parents. Seeing them around, their laughters, reminded me that I should not let this sorrow takes away my attention and love towards these two lovely girls that I am already having. I have had my share of happiness and I should be grateful. I should not focus on what I am losing rather than what I am already having. See their lovely faces and how could I still complain that God has been unfair to us?

Here are series of photos of Justine and Jamie, mom has been so distracted during the past month or so to post them....

It's time to say good-bye

After all, God has other plan....the Monday ultra sound had brought the bad news....the baby's situation is turning the wrong direction, to a point that we are faced with no choice but to send him away..

I will be admitted to the hospital at 8AM tomorrow, and this is it....
It is simply too hurt and too painful to think too much about this, but I guess, God does have his plan and I will accept it....

Good-bye, my baby boy... though we never have the chance to meet, and despite this being a short stay, you will always be kept in my heart.

We love you...